“People always say that, when you love someone, nothing in the world matters. But that’s not true, is it? You know, and I know, that when you love someone, everything in the world matters a little bit more.”—(via riskeverythingfearnothing)
normally, i’d be able to keep calm and be understanding. but lately, i just dont have time for other people’s shit. i hardly ever have any free time myself. i dont think people realize that i have a million other things to worry about; i really DONT need your bullshit on top of that. because seriously, who wants to be lectured or hassled when you’re already stressed? it just puts me that much closer to my breaking point. overstressed and underappreciated.
“We don’t always have a choice how we get to know one another. Sometimes, people fall into our lives cleanly—as if out of the sky, or as if there were a direct flight from Heaven to Earth—the same sudden way we lose people, who once seemed they would always be part of our lives.”—John Irving in Last Night in Twisted River (via quote-book)
today i realized that i start off a majority of my sentences with "i feel bad that.."
example. “i feel bad that i havent seen so and so in a while, i feel bad because i dont think i did well on that quiz, i feel bad because he/she feels bad..” WHY do i do this? it happens so often now that i dont even know when i DONT feel bad. whats wrong with feeling good every once in a while? nothing. this realization makes me want to change my mindset. gotta stop feeling bad so often. trying to catch those good vibes from now on.
hi my name is lisa and im always extremely busy now
too busy to write about all the busyness. SO much has been happening. seriously. i have four tests next week though, a shitload of online homework, journals to write, and readings. no matter how on top of things i get, more things pileon. this is my life for the rest of the semester. maybe the rest of my college career. but im managing. im learning how to have fun and be studious at the same time. im making plans with people and studying in between classes. im making good use of my time. most of it, at least. (now that i know that i have very little of it).. time is precious. these years are gonna go by really fast and i really want to make the most of it. it feels like if i blink, i’ll miss something. crazy.
Get yourself up off the floor. Go out. Change someones life.
its perfectly understandable to be sad, angry, frustrated, etc from time to time.
but mulling over something for weeks, months and years even is such a waste of time, in my opinion. time is only wasting; if you have a problem get up and DO something about it. and if you cant change anything, change your attitude. simple as that. you solve your own problems. your decide your life. and you decide your happiness.
"Some women choose to follow men, and some women choose to follow their dreams. If you're wondering which way to go, remember that your career will never wake up and tell you that it doesn't love you anymore." -lady gaga