yeah i’ll admit the chase is alright when im on the receiving end of it. but sometimes i dont even like that. i feel like im growing out of constantly wanting/needing attention from someone as a form of reassurance that they care. from here on out, i really would prefer a 50-50 effort in all my relationships. you get what you give. and no one has to put themselves out there all the time. and the only reason im like this now is because i hate chasing. relationship wise or friendship wise. when im doing all the work (eg: always initiating conversation, and overall making more of an effort) of course i end up feeling like shit. why do i even try when the other person doesnt care enough to try too? life is short, i’d rather spend it with people who actually want to spend it with me. not people i have to run after.
You should just take an online Calculus class at a community college.
It's much easier my dear and it still counts towards your Bachelors :)
hii! thanks for the tip. can i really do that though? last time i talked to my advisor, she said that the grad school i want to go to would prefer for me to take the class at the university. i wish i could do it at NOVA.. :/
the weather's beautiful, i have class with some of my good friends, i have a fun weekend to look forward to..
but why do i still feel like something’s missing? i wish i could get over this feeling..i know i just have to be patient. chem at 10 this morning was the longest 50 minutes of my life. i have to stop daydreaming.
You should try Cox High Speed Internet if you have it in your area. It's fast and much cheaper than FIOS. I have never ever had any major issues when it comes to the Internet.
Yes, Verizon tech support is horrible. Whatever you do don't EVER try their DSL service no matter how cheap they advertise it. If something goes wrong, you will die from Internets withdrawal LOL.
everyone tells me that i should get comcast or cox because verizon is shit. i agree. haha. thanks for the tip!
hello beautifullll :) sorry about your internet, hopefully you fix that a.s.a.p. just wanted to say that I've been listening to your playlist... it's pretty sick. thanks! we need to hangout again sooooner than soon.
hii lovely! i think youve got it mixed up, YOU’RE the beautiful one. :) ironically, my internet actually started working right when i read your message. haha. so, thank you! hopefully it stays like this. and aw thanks! im glad we like the same music :) YESSS we need to hang out again when im in nova <3
im at the library using school internet for facebook and tumblr. lolol. lames. my oh so lucky roommates are at our apartment using their laptops -_- lol. IM SO MAD THAT VERIZON IS SENDING OUT THE MODEM FOR THURSDAY NEXT WEEK. THURSDAY. THE FIRST DAY OF CLASS. what am i gonna do for a week?! (im not addicted to the internet btw, im just sayin. lol i mean.. maybe i am a LITTLE, but who can say that they arent?) gah. i just feel so disconnected from the world. its hella lame. i hate verizon. i finally got through to them today. yesterday, i wasted 6 hours (yes, you read correctly—6 hours) on the phone with them trying to get help. they kept transferring me or putting me on hold or hanging up on me. bitches. i officially hate that jazzy music they play. basically all i listened to yesterday..ohhhh my gosh. no one else understands how crazy im going because everyone else has internet. does that make sense? lol. anyway. this is stoops. im gonna go hang out with matt or maybe mel? i need to find someone to entertain me.. end rant. hahaha byessssss.