August 2010
It won't be that bad. But I'm down to study together. Haha. I could use a helping hand. Say hi next time! (OR ... Sit next to me? =P)
or you could sit next to me. in the front. haha
WHOA! Way to tell me you're in the same Chemistry class, punk! =P
ha! i thought i saw you.. :) lets study together. that class is gonna be a bitch. lol
i feel empty.
giving up for the night.
i need a homework buddy. my best friend karl transferred to george mason and now theres no one who wants to go to the library with meee. :(
lisa, are you doing your homework? hahahha
hahahaha uhhh.. im trying to do chemistry i swear. multitasking to the max. not gonna be on tumblr after i answer this question. lol byeee.
Whaaattttt uuuuuuupppp! =P
suuup! nice meeting you today, haha. :)
one class down, three more to go. im gonna make monday my bitch.
in the end, its up to me. i've got me, myself, and i.
i hate knowing that BOTH of you talk to guys who treat you like shit. really. i feel like youre smarter than that.
im not one to chase.
yeah i’ll admit the chase is alright when im on the receiving end of it. but sometimes i dont even like that. i feel like im growing out of constantly wanting/needing attention from someone as a form of reassurance that they care. from here on out, i really would prefer a 50-50 effort in all my relationships. you get what you give. and no one has to put themselves out there all the time. and the only reason im like this now is because i hate chasing. relationship wise or friendship wise. when im doing all the work (eg: always initiating conversation, and overall making more of an effort) of course i end up feeling like shit. why do i even try when the other person doesnt care enough to try too? life is short, i’d rather spend it with people who actually want to spend it with me. not people i have to run after.
ughhh why did i try to talk to you tonight. im stupid
heading to B.o.B. and asher roth! sec 6 whatuppp :)
You should just take an online Calculus class at a community college.
It's much easier my dear and it still counts towards your Bachelors :)
hii! thanks for the tip. can i really do that though? last time i talked to my advisor, she said that the grad school i want to go to would prefer for me to take the class at the university. i wish i could do it at NOVA.. :/
the weather's beautiful, i have class with some of my good friends, i have a fun weekend to look forward to..
but why do i still feel like something’s missing? i wish i could get over this feeling..i know i just have to be patient. chem at 10 this morning was the longest 50 minutes of my life. i have to stop daydreaming.
i need my own room.
just added another class spur of the moment to my schedule. LFSC 101. 17 credits, lets do thiss.
all my classes are science courses except for calculus which is a bitch -_-
me talking to my roommates: “i just added it. ughh! fuckfuckfuckfuck—I CAN DO THIS.”
LOL. i hate myself. but i need to graduate. so its okay.. three classes tomorrow and then its the weekend. lets gooo :)
philosophy of the day: take it easy
biking to campus an hour early. not sure what im gonna do there but i’ll probably people watch.. hah. feels like college again.
when you can’t have what you want, it’s time to start wanting what you have.
“He who does not understand your silence will probably not understand your words.”
—Elbert Hubbard | Submitted by christinakim. (via quote-book) (via gorgeoustakethecity) (via quynh-anh)
Heartbreak
Youngs
Heartbreak
"how am i supposed to pretend i never want to see you again?"
last night scared me so much.. if something happened to you, i wouldve blamed myself.
letting you go made me feel like i was giving up. but please know that i still care about you so much. i always will.
4630.) I'm terrified of rejection. So that's why I can't love you. I'm sorry.
(via blogconfession)
and if karma is real, its getting me back right now. so worried.
now that im back in richmond, i feel a little out of place again. when will this end..
things may not be perfect, but I'm where I wanna be.
Listen
“Members only jacket (there she goes)” -Mosaek
mixed drinks + cruising around richmond on bikes with some good friends = awesome friday night =)
You should try Cox High Speed Internet if you have it in your area. It's fast and much cheaper than FIOS. I have never ever had any major issues when it comes to the Internet.
Yes, Verizon tech support is horrible. Whatever you do don't EVER try their DSL service no matter how cheap they advertise it. If something goes wrong, you will die from Internets withdrawal LOL.
everyone tells me that i should get comcast or cox because verizon is shit. i agree. haha. thanks for the tip!
hello beautifullll :) sorry about your internet, hopefully you fix that a.s.a.p. just wanted to say that I've been listening to your playlist... it's pretty sick. thanks! we need to hangout again sooooner than soon.
hii lovely! i think youve got it mixed up, YOU’RE the beautiful one. :) ironically, my internet actually started working right when i read your message. haha. so, thank you! hopefully it stays like this. and aw thanks! im glad we like the same music :) YESSS we need to hang out again when im in nova <3
baby please dont go, if i wake up tomorrow will you still be here?
ughh i hate not having internet
im at the library using school internet for facebook and tumblr. lolol. lames. my oh so lucky roommates are at our apartment using their laptops -_- lol. IM SO MAD THAT VERIZON IS SENDING OUT THE MODEM FOR THURSDAY NEXT WEEK. THURSDAY. THE FIRST DAY OF CLASS. what am i gonna do for a week?! (im not addicted to the internet btw, im just sayin. lol i mean.. maybe i am a LITTLE, but who can say that they arent?) gah. i just feel so disconnected from the world. its hella lame. i hate verizon. i finally got through to them today. yesterday, i wasted 6 hours (yes, you read correctly—6 hours) on the phone with them trying to get help. they kept transferring me or putting me on hold or hanging up on me. bitches. i officially hate that jazzy music they play. basically all i listened to yesterday..ohhhh my gosh. no one else understands how crazy im going because everyone else has internet. does that make sense? lol. anyway. this is stoops. im gonna go hang out with matt or maybe mel? i need to find someone to entertain me.. end rant. hahaha byessssss.
waiting is one worst feelings ever. not because im impatient--because the future kind of scares me right now.
im having mixed feelings, about a lot of things. i hope that once everyone else starts moving in, this anxious feeling will go away..
i miss home because this doesnt feel like home. not yet.
