i dont know if i should go out tonight. i woke up worse. i have a really bad cough now and a runny nose. biking to class hurts because my whole body achess. i need rest but im so busy. i dont know. sad sick panda. :/
“Life doesn`t give you the people you want, it gives you the people you need. To help you, to hurt you, to love you, to leave you, and to make you into the person you were meant to be.”—(via theflightout)
me: “i dont wanna go back to schoool. i like being home”
mom: “you like being home? next year go to school here. then you can stay home all the time. you’ll save money, you dont have to worry about driving to richmond, you’ll see us all the time, you can make new friends here.”
me: “OMG no. i like being home SOMETIMES”
EVERTYIME i make the slightest comment about how i dont wanna go back to school because i dont wanna go back to study or whatever, my mother tells me to transfer to george mason and stay at home. then she tries to guilt-trip me about it. seriouslyy. no, thats not what i was suggesting mom. -__-
“At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it’s usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we’ve chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.”—Grey’s Anatomy Monologue
to state the obvious im pretty bad at keeping touch.
i really do wish i could keep up with old friends. i havent talked to one of my best friends in months. i dont want to seem like the person who only talks to people when they need something. fucked uppppp. theres just so many people i havent talked to in a while because i havent gotten the time. makes me sad. i gotta get better at this communication thing.